In Human,parents is the caretaker of a child. Mother & Father is what every child wants in their life. Our identity comes from them,without them we are zero. Above god,because we haven’t seen them,but parent’s we have. They are the safe blanket,who gives us warmthness,who nurture us,who guides us our entire life,who holds our little finger and teach us how to walk. They are our god,our messenger,our identity,our roots,our roof,our protector and they are the only one whom we can claim. They are the one,whom we can count for everything anything in this world. Only people in this world,whom we can depend our life and have faith. Devastating feeling of them not being in our life,stomach churns of having thoughts of loosing them. The most precious and priceless people in our life. We are open book for them,can never hide our feelings. They are our scanner,we can never hide or lie to them. They are the most beautiful with pure soul people we have in our life. They are our GOD!
When every child speak their first word is either “Ma” or “Pa”. Nine months every mother holds their child inside in their womb,fetal turns into life. Isn’t it too amazing,how one small blood transforms into human form. A mother who has maternal connection with every child she carries,whether raising or giving birth. Her Womb is so warm,you can feel the heart beat of your mother and the mother can feel the child. It takes my breath away when i think of this beautiful creation. Amazing feeling of holding your child,hearing their first cry,feeling their soft skin,holding their little finger,their innocent face and their first smile. It is an amazing feeling of being mother and every women goes through this process,its a rebirth to a women while giving birth to a child. Words are less to describe of being mother. All i can say is I am eagerly waiting for that day to come in my life,who is going to call me “Mother”.
So,the same parent when leaves their child hand,and leaves them for their own desire by not thinking how that little one is going to face this world. So,are they really our safe blanket? Are they really our god? Are they our protector? Were they the same people who has bought us into this world? What are they? I am completely lost what should i consider them as? What happen to the emotion,connection,love,care,and resposibilites towards your child. Hunderd and thousand of children are abandoned by their parents. My question is why would you bring your child,when you know you cannot fulfil your duty of being parent. Rather you abort that small fetal before you bring them into this world and make them suffer the entire life. Depriving your child for love,love is what their support to move towards their life,they are our oxygen. What happen when you don’t get oxygen,don’t we die? How can they kill us when they have given us life. How can they forget we belong to them,we are their creation and they forgot about us without blinking their eyes. When you have killed your own creation with your own hand and abandoned them with no fear,i won’t call them “GOD”. I along with thousand of other kids has suffered. We live in fear every single day,when we look back there is no one standing behind us to hold. Opening a door of empty house every single day,can only see furniture and walls. My stomach churns,i have cried many nights missing their warmthness,missing mothers hand food,fathers yelling and they opening door when we come home. Are we safe is their question? and we always happen to reply random answers. I don’t know the feeling neither many other children does. We are home alone child.
We are disheartened,suffocated,deprived,crave for the warmth,we crave to see their face their presence and we simply miss them. When your friends leave your hand,you forget after a while,but when your parents leaves our hand our wold falls apart. Pain of loosing them,i can only see the darkness. Their roll matters a lot in every individual children who are born in this world. I highly respect single parents who has ride their kid,who teaches them values and stand by them. Hats of to those parents who deprive their desire and take cares of their child. And i am lost again,what should i call the other parents,who leaves their child alone. We have been looking for an answer since the time we were born,but haven’t found one. This lifetime seems difficult for me and for many other children. Well i am saving my feelings to become a mother one day soon in this lifetime. Will be eagrly waiting to hear Mother word from my very own child.
Either you tell me i am courageous enough to share about my story or i am being voice of other many children who has come to this world. Pain changes people,pain has changed me. Everything is going to be alright,may be not today but eventually on that hope we are living. Time does not heal you to be very honest,but it has teaches me how to live with the pain. I am really very tired of this never ending pain,i did not deserve this pain. When i am alone i think them,when i think of them i remember,when i remember them i feel pain,when i feel pain,i cry,when i cry i cannot stop thinking about them. It just hurts a lot.
So are they god?
AintTully.
My Story 